i realised this is the only place i can type out my real thoughts because almost no one comes here anymore so no one will see this.
what is the problem?
is it because i’m too sensitive?i cant believe i’m actually feeling this way because i never did before.
i didnt know it angers me this much just to know that you’re actually going out with her during the hols and you didnt even tell me or invite me.
i feel like some stupid fool being kept in the dark while you’re having a wild time outside.
i know that you may want some times with your friend alone but in the past, you’ld always tell me.
somemore, it’s her. not some other girl. it’s HER.
maybe i dont mean so much to you as last time. and maybe not as much as i thought i did.
i know we’re drifting apart inside and i dont know what’s going on.
i’m becoming more and more paranoid and each late reply and news are crashing into me wave after wave.
maybe you dont even love me anymore and you’re just waiting for the right time to break off.
am i right, or what?
everytime you reply late, my mind will just switch into panic mode and i’ll be thinking if you’re smsing her instead of me.
and yes, that’s what you’re making me feel.
afew months back, i didnt even need to worry about you.
but now, all the secure feeling is gone.
i dont get what and when this whole thing went wrong, but i know it’s been long.
maybe clinging on to lies and dreams wont do, and they’re just a waste of time.
because they’ll always be gone one day..

i cant believe i’m updating here!!!!!!!!!
should i insert a tagboard in blogger..
i think not .
bye!

BACK TO BLOGGER.

hun just woke up from his sweet dreams at 8pm!
with a high fever.
sigh. it’s alright. he doesnt come to sch atleast once a week anw!
AM I RIGHT.HAHA.
take care of yourself hunxzxzzzzzzzxzzxzxz.
STOP HAVING FEVER.

hello i’m talking to hunzxzx on the phone right now.
we’re talking about firetruck and searching vulgar and nonsense words at dictionary.com!

here’s sth when i googled hun’s name ! :

Song Yang is most likely China’s most popular present-day cartoonist. A fan of Japanese cartoons since his childhood, Yang began his own cartoon society at the age of 15. His first cartoon series, ‘Magic Box’, was released when he was only 17 years old. He then left his home region Xinjiang and settled in the port city Tianjin, where he studied visual arts.

Since his graduation, he has launched cartoon versions of the famous novels ‘Animal Is Wild’ (by Wang Shuo) and ‘Jade Buddha’ (by Hai Yan), in addition to his original cartoon novel, ‘A Penguin Sits At the Other Bank’. He also founded the cartoon magazine Don’t Be So Modern. Other serials include ‘Wild Animals’, ‘Oolong Khan’ and ‘Bad Girl’, the latter starring the character Little P. Song Yang is also a singer and musician.

12/20 for electrolysis test is #$%#%^#^#$^&#$^.
I NEED TO WORK HARDER FOR MID-YEAR WHICH IS LIKE IN 3 WEEKS’ TIME.

met hun before going to kyo-nichi(?) for lunch.
intended to watch coming soon at marina but i didnt want to watch ghost shows so we walked to suntec to see what other shows are screening.
but in the end, we still bought the tickets for coming soon!
ate at bakerzin before watching the movie.
the movie was quite scaryzxzxzxzzx okay!
but the people beside us kept screaming and it’s quite irritaing.
i like the plot anw because it’s not like some other ghost shows that are very predictable one lor. haha.















my phone’s camera and bluetooth’re spoilttttttttttttt

only 492 words howhowhowhow???!!!!!!
plus still got huayi p2, el pic discussion and chem ws havent do!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i have no voice now. shit. sorry for scaring people with my pale face yst! hahahaha.

want see my current 492 words essay?:)
NO.HEHEHEHEHE.
i miss hunxzzxzxxzxzxzxxxxzxz.
ramen tmr yay yay yay yay yay i love ramen. bye, gonna try to sqeeze in somemore wordssssssssssssssss

cutesyyyy

my third post because i’m really very bored right now and not in the mood to do any hmk.
but i must do atleast one hmk per day to be able to finish them by monday!!!!!!!
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

happy bday darren!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARREN ONG!
may whatever you wished in class today come true.

sorry, belated prezzzzzie on monday!

why wont my sore throat just go away.
WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY???!!!!!
I LOVE SUNFISHES.